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hye222... how are you???? fine o not.... hope you always fine..... when I create this post my situation not fine.... mybe I sad....

Ramadhan last year I know with someone.... He origin from somewhere far (the place is secret)..... After that he became my special boyfriend.... he is carring & loving.... He also green eyes.... But i like his green eyes... because it means his love me.... We couple about 5 month ago.... But our relationship not be long.... I clash with his at this year (2 month ago)... I not contact he again after I clash with he.... After 1 month he came & contact me again.... He really want to couple with me again but I refused his.... I afraid his hurt me again.... Many time he try to persuade me but I still refuse... then 2 week ago I think about his persuade and I want to accept his but I dont want to tell he anymore.... Yesterday he message me & we talk many topic include about couple.... Suddenly he tell me that he get a new special girl.... I very shocked & I feel sad when I hear a news... I dont why I feel like that... I try to be a strong person that time... Now I know that I can't lie myself again.... I still love he.... But it's tooo late... I ready loss something from he... I accept his decision... Now we just be a friend only... I try to forget about our story & make new life.... WE became a close friends now.... I really hope that he can get happiness from that girl.... huhuhuhuhuhu :( now I missing his love.... that alll.... bubye...